The one in which I discuss rain.
I have my first exam in Spanish today. I'm kind of nervous about it. What if I totally screw it up? I'll probably get punished. And I'll be failing my class. And if I fail the entire class. then I have to pay for it next year, because this is one of the classes I NEED to take.
It's raining outside. I love when it rains. It's like everything is clean. Everything is swept away. It's like we start with a clean plate. Maybe a little rainbow to begin with. I just love dancing or just standing in the rain. It's exhilarating and so pretty. And the soft pattering sound is so calming. While some people don't like going to sleep when it's raining I don't even mind the cracks of thunder. I think the whole thing is just soothing. Sometimes, when it's raining, I'll go out on the porch or whatever, so I can hear the rain but I won't get wet. And then I just take out my notebook and write. Not about anything in particular, the sound of rain just clears my mind. and sometimes I'll just lie down on the ground and close my eyes and get soaked while I'm just thinking.
I would do that now, but I have to leave for school soon.
I hope it's still raining when I get home so that I can.
Yours,
Mav