The one where I get a sexy bra
So Josh's mom basically told me that he liked me last week. We were talking about marriage and she was like, "Josh really enjoys your company." I was like, "Uh..." I'm not quite sure what to think about that, but basically I've chosen not to think about it.
My brother Nathan, sister Jay, and Nathan's fiancee Ashley came to stay this week. It's been a fine weekend so far, but me and Jay really don't like Ashley and the fact that Nathan is marrying her. We keep being nice, but all these things she is doing annoy the crap out of us. We keep wanting to punch her in the face for things she does. She's so freakin' boddy to my brother; it's a pain in the ass. But we can't punch her because my mom would get mad and everyone would argue the entire weekend and Nathan wouldn't ever talk to us every again. Whatever.
Ashley and Jay made me get a "sexy" bra yesterday, when we stopped at Wal-Mart to kill time before going to Serenity.(My third time.) I really didn't like getting it. I have this idea that, y'know, fat girls have no place wearing lacy sexy bras. I'm not sexy, so why try to be? Plus, they are was more uncomfortable than sports bras, and I don't need much support because I don't have much boobs. So why be uncomfortable for something i don't like and that no one else is going to see? It kind of upset me, because they were giving me and hard time and I just wanted them to shutup and leave me alone because all the nagging was making me feel inadequate. I don't know, it was weird. Of course, I would never mention this to them, because then they would go off on a long tirade about how I'm not fat and all this crap, and I jst didn't want to hear it.
People are dumb. Especially Ashley.
-Maverick