The one where I wish my life was together.
I'm just a little depressed. I mean, not for one big reason, I'm just lately feeling that I'm always falling short of my goals. I'm just never quite caught up, I'm never quite where I want to be. Maybe this is an illusion, but I see all these other people who have their lives together. They know what they want to do. They have something they are good at. They have a perfect boyfriend. They know what they are going to say before they say it. They have friends that are always there for them. They are pretty. I don't; and I don't understand what it is about me. I can never get my life together. I'm always losing something or failing at something or busy with something, or arguing with someone. I'm always getting in trouble because my mouth moves way faster than my brain. It's frustrating to never be "together" because it just makes me wonder if my life will ever really be "together," you know?
I just have this feeling like I want to shut the whole world out and sleep or read a good book. Just put my life on hold, and relax.
*snort* Yeah, right.
-Mav
P.S. Sorry; I don't have time to fix my template.