The one in which I am going to get skinny.
Guh, I need to lose weight badly. To be skinny, I think 30 pounds loss is a good goal. I dieted earlier this year, but it didn't exactly work. It's going to now, though, I decided. I'm tired of being fat. I mean, I'm not that fat, I'm not round. I just have too much of a stomach and my thighs are too big. The regular complaints of a female. And food is definitely my weakness. But that's all going to change.
I seriously decided last night that I want to be thin. For all the worst reasons, I admit. I want guys to notice me, I want to be able to wear a bikini, I want to be able to show my stomach every now and then. I really want guys to think I'm attractive. I don't even really want a BOYFRIEND. I just want them to think I'm attractive, if that even makes sense.
I am going to get skinny.
-Mav